CatNipRules
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Mar 16, 2008
So, my son will be 21 next month. I've never done Disney solo. My husband passed away in 2016 and we've going on 2 trips in September since then.
He has no desire to go again this soon. He wants to wait a few years. I'm honestly okay with that.
However....
A friend will be there from October 27th until November 10th of this year. She invited me along and I'm seriously considering joining her for a few days. I want to go and I'm all excited about it. I've found that going with non-planners is exhausting.
So I want to tag along for a few days. I know I want to do it, but something is holding me back.
Maybe it's a little bit of sadness at the fact that my son doesn't want to go. Maybe a little bit of guilt. Maybe both of those things. I've looked up airfare for the trip. Priced it out and even got to the payment page, but something stopped me from hitting send. Sighs...
I'm just like, I know I wanna do it. It will be good for me, but everytime I think about going by myself I get all emotional. I'm not sure quite what's holding me back. Ugh....
He has no desire to go again this soon. He wants to wait a few years. I'm honestly okay with that.
However....
A friend will be there from October 27th until November 10th of this year. She invited me along and I'm seriously considering joining her for a few days. I want to go and I'm all excited about it. I've found that going with non-planners is exhausting.
So I want to tag along for a few days. I know I want to do it, but something is holding me back.
Maybe it's a little bit of sadness at the fact that my son doesn't want to go. Maybe a little bit of guilt. Maybe both of those things. I've looked up airfare for the trip. Priced it out and even got to the payment page, but something stopped me from hitting send. Sighs...
I'm just like, I know I wanna do it. It will be good for me, but everytime I think about going by myself I get all emotional. I'm not sure quite what's holding me back. Ugh....