ATTQOTD: I still don't pay as much attention to weather forecasts as I probably ought to, but I'm starting to take more notice. I was proud of myself a few weeks ago when we had a warm week in the middle of nowhere and I a.) checked the trail for ice on Friday night to gauge where I could run the next morning and b.) actually paid attention to the fact that the temperature was going to plummet over the weekend and got myself out early enough in the day to run. Haven't been out the last two weeks since then because it's consistently been below 0 Fahrenheit and there's just snow pack and ice everywhere. Been stuck inside on the rowing machine; it's great that I have something I can do indoors, but I'm really missing running now that I was finally getting back into it.
ATTYQOTD: Running--now that I understand how to run at my own pace--gives me a sense of accomplishment that no form of exercise ever did before. The improvements I make are a lot more tangible and easier to see than they were for anything else, plus not being accountable to a team means I'm not pushing myself way past my limits and feeling miserable the whole time (helloooo middle school basketball, I hated practice so much!). I feel accomplished after a good run, even (especially!) if it's a really hard one, and it gives me hope that I can do more than I believed I could when I was a kid (or a teenager...or a young adult...or in my 20s....).
I really needed the pick-me-up from reading yesterday's replies to the QOTD, because I'm feeling anxious and blue this morning. I'm signed up for my first half marathon mid-June, but with only 16 weeks, a long run that topped out at 3 miles the last time I was able to get out there (really wish I hadn't lapsed; I'd been doing better than that back in October), and weather keeping me indoors...I'm really concerned about my ability to train for it. I keep telling myself that the worst case scenario is I walk the whole race; it's on the same course as their full marathon and that means I'll have 5 hours before they close down the course. It just makes me really nervous and I'm frustrated that it's so cold outside. I know others just run in winter anyway, but I don't have gear to deal with temperatures this low and a lot of days it literally hurts to breathe, it's so cold. It just doesn't seem safe to be pulling air that cold into my lungs during a run. So I've been rowing every day I'm supposed to run but can't, and it's good because I'm working out muscles I'm not used to using, but bad because I don't feel like I'm making any progress toward my goals.