That's what I did.....it helped a LOT. As of today, my mood has changed. Even though I'm sad to not be able to listen to him on the podcast or run into him on the boards, I'm now happy for Bawb. I really believe he's still here in spirit, still enjoying the parks every day and really getting a kick out of the way his family and friends (worldwide) have come together. This is what I choose to believe. I mean, how can you be sad for someone that gets to pop into the parks whenever the desire strikes him?! I'll be there in Sept. and me and Bawb will 'share' a Dole Whip and watch HalloWishes together. Our face-to-face meeting will just have to wait a bit longer is all. I hope to run into him on his Kaht in that 'other' theme park. I'll keep my eye out for ya Bawb!