i remember being at 2.5 weeks...that was a happy, peaceful time...thanks for the hugs!
Feel better! Everything will be fine. Reading through your planning journal you seem very prepaired!
i'm a planning freak (look at the size of the pj...) and a perfectionist and i stress all the time. i'm sure everything will be fine. i keep telling myself that anyways...
....Or you might be doing lat pulldowns at the gym and decide you want to attach hot-pink corset straps to the neckline of your white strapless gown....
OMG was that you???? was that YOUR thought? that is so funny!
RELAX - RELATE - RELEASE
Everytime you feel stressed out just repete these words over and over. I seen this on an old episode of a DIfferant World and have been doing it for years! LOL
RELAX - RELATE - RELEASE
i think i saw that episode! i used to say that to myself when i had to give speeches in college!
Caryn! You are almost there!! HOLD ON!!!
You have thought of everything and everything looks GREAT!
I am leaving in 2 days to head to Florida for our planning session- a couple of days with my "I dont know how to rsvp" family!!
then on to Disney! I have barely started to pack and yet when my children give me a moment here I am! Not what I should be doing but yet so much more fun!
And venting and listening to others is somewhat therapeutic!
Your day will be beautiful!
i know what you mean about absorbing yourself in others venting, i must have read wendy's journal 7 times today...
caryn~
thank you sooo much for making me laugh
i really needed it , i'm glad i'm not the only one losing it and lashing out for no reason
, i'm 2.5 wks away i just changed my photographer i keep coming up with "ideas" my poor fiance is about to kill me, i don't know what i'd do if i was not getting married at disney where they do almost everything for you. can you imagine if we had to do all the tracking down and everything on our own???? i'd be locked up by now! i keep thinking back to an old bridezilla show where the girls is riding around talking about her friend xanax. and how she was popping pills every other minute to keep calm....
i am so looking forward to that honeymoon cruise!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i saw that bridezilla show...no xanax for me...tequila yes, xanax no...mark would constantly yell at me for "adding" projects...i kept telling him that projects are like accessories, they are very necessary, though one might not think so at first...
Caryn just dont show up at the market and start taking apart the hotdog bun packages screaming about how they only sell 12 hot dog buns and its a conspiracy between the hot dog people and the bun people!!!!!!!! All shall be well just think this time next week you'll really be flipping out AND mom will be there to yell at you for it WELCOME TO MY WORLD!!!!! Ok prob not making you feel better but ill be there to help you and so will dad and linds. just take it one day at a time .. enjoy these next few days and next week cause soon it will be over and you'll be wondering where all the time went. as i tell me patients deep breaths .. in your nose and out your mouth!!!
i need to watch that movie again tonight...
Thank you Kristen. No, I do not have a large car!! It's a two door hatchback
Thankfully I won't have to ship 32 1/2 dozen cookies (remember that plan?)
Don't worry, I'll be posting pics
wow. i forgot about the martha cookies...
I almost forgot about that!
glad that one didn't pan out!!! could you IMAGINE me making all those cookies NOW?????
Thanks for sharing your frustrations, I really needed to know that I'm not the only one freaking out (and to think I still have 6 weeks
) Just remember in a few days you'll be at the happiest place on earth getting married
so there can't be anything better!
you're right. don't worry vanessa, you're not the only one. i am totally freaking right now.
Caryn you sound like you need a
I think every bride-to-be looses their mind a few days before the wedding! That's why you go on honeymoons, so you can re-gain your sanity!!! Stay away from the mall!!
thanks kendra. i agree with the honeymoon, though we still don't have that planned yet...
so WHY did my mother have to send me an email telling me not to change my dress again. coming from the woman who wore an OSCAR DE LA RENTA handmade gown for her wedding...i really feel like i am allowed some DRESS STRESS. ugh! besides, i am SO OBVIOUSLY DREAMING! where would i get another dress, get it altered etc at this point in the game??? in my dreams, that's where.
so, remember that sex and the city episode when charlotte and harry are getting married and he see's her in her dress and TOTALLY freaks out and screams, "oooohhhhhhh nooooooo, this is sssooooooo baaaaadddddd" and anthony goes on to tell harry that one of his brides had a nervous breakdown, but "pulled it together for the big day though." THAT is how i feel. so what is my plan for tomorrow? i'm going to lock myself in my house with a bottle of wine and clean/pack/play with my cats and watch mindless television while munching on brownies.
bachelor/bachelorette party #2 is on friday and i have to rest up for that. we had 2 people pull out today, which is fine with me because i haven't given a final count yet.
I thought maybe he'd think I was nuts (probably am 
(an extra sprinkling of pixie dust never hurt anyone!)
I just have to rein myself in and keep reminding myself that I am "not Caryn." and do not have a creative bone in my body! LOL!!!
. the brownies were vetoed though, i don't have eggs and i refuse to break today's pattern to go to the store...
i'm hooked and my boyfriend laughs at me, especially since i'm not going to be a dis bride. but whatev!
